"Home"
for Two Weeks
I enter
this desolate CITY through a gate; a guard greets me with a
wave. A
few cars going a bare minimum of twenty miles per hour
stop at
every intersection. Green, black, brown and tan are the
colors
of the clothes worn here. Rows of old two story, abandoned
HOUSES
built during W.W.II could fall over if the wind blows
strong
enough. They run east and west or north and south. Finding
the correct
HOUSE is not so hard; they all have number plates
nailed
to each side - even numbered HOUSES on the right - odd on
the left.
Driving past the chapel which once had a full
congregation,
I see a rusted sign which reads, "Go to BLDG. 1030."
The local
miniature mall contains several small establishments
ranging
from department stores to rent-a-cars. Small green signs
with white
letters and arrows point me to my destination.
"FEMALES
ONLY", the welcome sign on the front door. Two
steel doors
with wire meshed windows are propped open like a
book. Three
feet inside are two more doors: warped, wood frames;
old, dusty
screens; and a rusted spring in the middle to close each
door with
a slam. Bulletin boards on the right wall with dusty
papers
of out dated CITY events flap in the breeze. "NO
SMOKING"
signs plastered on every wall. The bathroom used by
all occupants
is separated in three sections. Pipes running in every
direction,
even across the middle of the walls. Four enamel sinks,
just below
waist high, with rusted water spots line two walls of this
room. Chipped
or cracked mirrors above each sink. A long,
painted
wood plank above the sink shows years of use. One washer
and one
dryer placed against the wall with the thick double glass
windows.
The shower room is not for the discrete. A wide open
room, six
pipes run down the wall, obsolete shower heads that
trickle
water all the time. A single bench for all to put their shower
items on,
in order to keep them dry from the run away showers.
Six toilets
are thankfully separated by walls, and have shower
curtains
for doors. "OUT OF ORDER" signs pinned to two of the
curtains.
Floors of cement are cold to bare feet, mostly painted
battleship
gray, chipped around the edges. The musty and foul
smell of
an outdated water system resembles ancient outhouses.
One long,
rectangular, sleeping room for thirty people. The room is
sectioned
off by partitions made of cold, pale green, metal on the
bottom,
and ribbed greenhouse plastic on top. Each section has
steel bunk
beds, the mattresses appear to be full of dust. Warped
and dented
wall lockers are used to secure personal belongings.
Some have
shelves and old hangers left over from the previous
occupant,
and latches for a lock.
I climb
the rickety stairs that let out a different noise with each
step. The
top floor has the same layout except for the four small
efficiency
APARTMENTS that are above the bathroom and
entrance
way. One is mine.
Each APARTMENT,
a 12 x 12 room, contains a bed, a wall locker
with shelves,
a desk or table, one or more straight chairs, a soft
comfortable
chair, two windows, one or more electrical outlets and
last but
not least, a door that closes tightly and can be locked.
A sign
hung on the door reads, "SO THIS ISN'T HOME SWEET
HOME...
ADJUST". This is to be HOME for two long grueling
weeks.
Furniture must be rearranged to resemble the comfort of a
HOME. The
bed is along the windows; the wall locker separates the
door and
room. The table with a straight chair underneath is
against
the wall; the other is in a corner. The soft comfortable chair
is at the
end of the bed.
Nothing
is moved in until this dust pit of a home is cleaned.
Pinesol
- a solution that has separated in the bottle due to lack of
use, a
sponge - gray with crud, dry and crusty, a broom - half it's
bristles
gone and shortened by abuse over the years, and a mop -
straggling
strings of gray tangled in a nest of knots, the room
smells
and looks better, but it's still not a HOME.
Belongings
are unpacked on the bed. A fan is put on the chair in
the corner,
three feet tall and rotating; it keeps the warm air
circulating
causing a delightful breeze throughout this
APARTMENT.
The compact kitchen and dining area are set up on
the table.
A TV/RADIO/TAPE player is on the table, tuned into
country
and western or oldies, the only two channels in this
northern
region. Next to the TV is a jar of instant coffee, a silver
spoon and
a coffee mug turned upside down on two paper towels.
Boxes and
bags of junk food are set up on the table - still not quite
like a
HOME. The bedroom area, complete with bed, wall locker,
soft chair
fills the rest of this APARTMENT. Clothes are hung up
in the
wall locker, green stuff on the left, others on the right.
Brown clothes
are shoved on one shelf, the other shelves hold
miscellaneous
belongings. A small woven rug lies beside the bed on
the cold
floor. A small ashtray sits hiding on the window sill. The
one man
width bed that has a yellow stained mattress cover, is
made with
some comfort of a HOME. The soft, generic leather,
chair is
covered by a blanket throw. This looks more like HOME.
Paper thin
walls allow the sound to travel throughout this HOUSE;
voices,
music, doors slamming, toilets flushing, all can be heard
clearly.
So it is
not "Home Sweet Home" for two weeks. At least it has
some comforts
of HOME.
....Ruth Dilts
A description of life at Annual Training! How
would you like to spend two weeks in a place like this? I do every
year.